Is it weird for a younger guys to like men in their 30 and even 40's ?

i keep finding older men attractive , kinda bear type , I just can't stop thinking that it's wrong and then when i do think about it ... I think about the older guys who usually go for younger guys are in it just cause its a younger guy and its more of a unhealthy relationship but i still can't help but want one and i feel so wrong for it and i keep wondering why can't i just like guys closer my age and i just keep falling short of the emotional attraction with them ... i get along a lot better emotionally with older guys for some reason but i mean it just makes me feel so wrong when i crush [ HARD] on older guys ... any help or suggestions on how to stop this or if it even better yet .... is this wrong ???? i am just kinda not in a good place with coming to terms with this and its kinda getting me worried ... thank you in advance for any advice ...